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At that time,
everybody was tall, thin and blonde.
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Everybody posed, everybody gave you a look.
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But Gia was different.
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She was the first one who... Who moved.
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They all try to do it now, give you an attitude,
but she invented it.
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She always followed her instincts
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no matter where they took her.
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It was probably the best
and the worst thing about her.
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With Gia, it was always about the sex.
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Every look, every move, every minute.
Every day.
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Sex.
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They were jealous of her. They still are.
That's why they say those things.
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She would come on to everybody,
but it was really innocent.
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I mean, nobody was ever really offended by it.
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I don't think it had anything to do with sex.
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Even when she was sleeping around,
sex was not the goal.
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Sex wasn't really an issue.
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Yeah, I knew about the drugs.
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I was afraid of the drugs,
the way people used them.
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It all just happened so fast.
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You know, all of a sudden,
her face was just everywhere.
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Every model has a moment.
I mean, the ones who make it at all.
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And being of the moment
is everything in fashion.
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Fashion is not art, you know.
Fashion isn't even culture.
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Fashion is advertising,
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and advertising is money.
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And for every dollar you earn,
someone has to pay.
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Once upon a time, once upon a time.
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It was a fairy tale.
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It was. It was a fairy tale come true.
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I had two boys, you know, but boys you lose.
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They go away, they marry other women.
They're gone.
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A girl, you have forever.
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When Gia was born, I said, "This one is mine."
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- Look at you.
-"All mine.”
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Look at me.
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Look at us.
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Look how pretty we are.
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Do I be? Do I be the prettiest, prettiest girl?
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You do. You do be the prettiest.
You do be that.
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- Where the hell have you been?
- Out.
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- Out? Out? Out where?
- Out.
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Joe, don't start.
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Don't tell me, "Don't start."
Out where? Tell me where you've been.
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- Joe, lower your voice.
- Don't tell me to lower my voice.
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The kids know
you haven't been home all night.
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- Cut it out!
- Tell them where you've been.
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I'm not in the mood for this tonight, Joe.
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Not in the mood, huh?
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- Just leave me alone.
- Who were you with, Kathleen?
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It's none of your business.
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Don't tell me it's none of my business,
you fucking whore.
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- Get out. Get out of the kitchen.
- Let me see. Did he fuck you?
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- Stop!
- Let me see. Did he fuck you?
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- Where? Let me feel!
- Pig! Get your hands off!
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- Who else has been in there besides me?
- Get your hands off of me, jerk.
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- Who else, huh?
- You know how you make me feel?
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- You make me wanna die. You know that?
- You wanna die? No!
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You don't die until I tell you you can die.
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That's when you die, God damn it,
you hear me?
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That's when you die!
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Here, take this and put it in the car.
I'll keep this one.
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Once upon a time
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in a kingdom far, far away
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there lived a young girl
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whose hair was made of gold.
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When the people in the village saw her,
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they said, ”How beautiful she is. ”
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All right, one cheesesteak, one meatball,
one salami-provolone.
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Keep your eye on the shop,
I'll be back by 4:00.
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Try not to burn the place down, huh?
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- Gia, you're in charge.
- All right, boss.
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Hey, get the food, get the food.
Go, come on, come on, get outta here.
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- Get the cash register. What are you doing?
- I'm in charge!
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- Hey.
- Is your name Gia?
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Yeah.
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- Got a light?
- Stop screwing around.
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I've seen you a few times
around the neighborhood and...
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Are you nervous?
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Yeah.
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Am I making you nervous?
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Yeah.
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Well, good, 'cause that's the idea.
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- What's that?
- You scare the shit out of people
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and then they don't see how scared you are.
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Are you scared?
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What's your name?
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T.J. Tom Junior, but T.J. is what they call me.
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T.J. and Gia.
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I like that. Come on.
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- I'm leaving.
- Hey, Gia, wait a minute. Where you going?
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- I'm in charge, and I'm leaving.
- Gia.
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- Is that The Byrds?
- They're so cool.
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Wow. Rock my world.
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Seventy-five cents?
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It's pretty. Pretty. Very pretty.
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Hello, ladies.
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Can I have this? Come on.
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- Hey-
- Hey-
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- Tattoo?
- Tattoos.
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- Tattoo you.
- You getting a tattoo now?
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No, tattoo you.
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- I'm not getting a tattoo.
- Come on. What? What?
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Look at that hair. It's fabulous.
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You want a tattoo now?
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She'd be a lot of fun.
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So who are you looking at, him or me?
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I can't talk about the sex.
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I mean, how would I know?
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If you ask me,
she never really had sex with anybody.
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But she did love to be photographed,
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and people loved to take pictures of her
and do little things for her.
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She hated being photographed.
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You had to run after her and tie her down.
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Then you had to get past the clothes
and the stuff in her hair.
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But she was special.
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Kathleen, let's go.
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Coming, coming.
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All right, let's go.
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And they showed her a beautiful house
on the planet Mars.
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And they said, "Come and live here forever."
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And the young girl said,
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"Mars is a planet where life's different.
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"Safe, clean and pretty." Yes.
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But... But how do you get there?
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Where do you find a taxi?
Which bus do you take?
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Right? And how do you know
you're there when you're there?
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Philadelphia was not ready for this,
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but New York was.
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It was the right moment,
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and being of the moment
is everything in fashion.
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But of course,
the more you were of the moment,
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the faster you become of the past.
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Okay, let's get this over with.
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Just go in there and try to be nice.
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- Nice?
- Yeah.
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Nice.
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Who knows? Maybe they'll like you.
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- You are a very likable girl.
- Fuck you.
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Okay-
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Hi.
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I'm here to see Wilhelmina Cooper.
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So's the rest of the world and the rest
of the world's way ahead of you, honey.
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Take a seat.
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I have an appointment.
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Hold, please.
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Of course you do.
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11:00, Gia Marie Carangi.
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"G" what?
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Okay-
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G-I-A.
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There. Gia. Just fuck the rest of it.
Call me Gia.
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Do you think you can remember that, honey?
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Yeah? Cool. Now tell the bitch I'm here.
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I've already seen the pictures, darling.
Maurice sent them.
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I wanted to see the real thing.
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Well, this is it.
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It certainly is.
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You practically gave my receptionist
a coronary.
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Yeah, well, look.
This was a free trip to New York,
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and if I knew you were looking
for Marcia-fucking-Brady,
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I would've stayed home.
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How do you know what I'm looking for?
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- Well, fuck, look at me.
- I'm looking, I'm looking.
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You know, dressing like a motorcycle tramp
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is somewhat interesting for a 17-year-old girl.
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Talking like one is not.
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In fact, talking at all
is not really required in this profession
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or even encouraged.
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Anything you might have to say
you say through the camera, the image,
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and hopefully the product.
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What comes out of your mouth
is totally irrelevant.
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Understood?
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Yes, sir.
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Now, this is a career,
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this is a future,
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this is a life
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if you want it.
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Does that mean you can get me a job?
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No.
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I get you the interviews,
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You get the job.
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And I believe you will.
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Dear Diary, this is my life.
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Go see Young & Rubicam, 9:45.
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Go see people at Revlon, 11:15.
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Go see Jimmy Moore, Bob Stone,
somebody "Malowinksi, ”
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and "Get lost, honey.
You ain't what we're lookin' for."
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- Next!
- Thank you and fuck you. Bye-bye.
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Yeah, I go see, I go see. Nobody sees me.
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"Piece of meat, come here.
Show me your bag. ”
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And they stick their finger in you.
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"I just wanna taste your temperature. ”
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Go see, go see, go see,
go see somebody else.
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I ain't no good at this.
I ain't no good at this at all.
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But even if you are good at it,
what exactly are you good at?
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- You can't leave now.
- I have to go.
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What, what? To Philadelphia?
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- For what?
- I got stuff.
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I have to go.
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Well, somebody has to take care of me.
I'm just a kid.
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Bullshit.
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What's in Philadelphia
that's more important than me?
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- Do not do that.
- Do not do what?
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Do not pretend you're gonna do something
when you know you're not.
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What am I not gonna do?
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What else?
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What else?
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What?
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- Do you know what I want?
- What?
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- Know what I want?
- What?
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What?
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How do they fit?
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This turn you on?
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Yeah.
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- Kind of.
- All right.
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Come here.
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- Have you ever had sex with a man?
- Yeah.
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Once.
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And?
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And I could've done that
with a German shepherd.
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Dear Book, this is another day in the life.
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A life is like a book. A book is like a box.
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A box has six sides, inside and outside.
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So how do you get to what's inside?
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How do you get what's inside out?
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Once upon a time, there was a very pretty girl
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who lived in a beautiful box
and everybody loved her.
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- Yes, hello?
- Hello?
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- What'?
-Hello. Hi.
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Who the hell is that?
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- Wili?
- Who is it?
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- Christ's sake.
- I couldn't sleep.
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Gia.
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- Middle of the night.
- It's very late.
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- I know.
- God damn it.
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Is that your husband?
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- Yes.
-Is he pissed?
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Yes.
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Is it true that he drinks?
I mean, that's what everybody says.
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- Gia.
- And he gets violent?
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What is it you want, Gia?
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If he ever lays a hand on you,
I'll fucking kill him.
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Why can't you sleep?
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Do you want me to come over?
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You're nervous about tomorrow.
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Yeah, I am.
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Well, everyone is nervous on their first shoot.
You'll be fine.
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Yeah, I just don't know what to do.
You know?
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00:20:48,373 --> 00:20:50,042
Did you do your colonic?
251
00:20:51,043 --> 00:20:52,085
Yeah.
252
00:20:52,753 --> 00:20:54,129
Good.
253
00:20:55,172 --> 00:21:01,345
Go to bed now. Take one half of the Nembutal.
The yellow and black.
254
00:21:04,222 --> 00:21:05,390
You'll be fine.
255
00:21:06,558 --> 00:21:11,063
- Just be yourself.
- Okay, yeah.
256
00:21:11,772 --> 00:21:13,190
What is that?
257
00:21:15,067 --> 00:21:16,860
Darling,
258
00:21:18,695 --> 00:21:23,241
if I could answer that for you or for me,
259
00:21:24,368 --> 00:21:29,748
well, life on this planet
would be a very different proposition.
260
00:21:39,716 --> 00:21:45,472
So I tell her, "Look, I know Calvin
and I asked him about you,
261
00:21:45,555 --> 00:21:47,265
"and he didn't even know who you were."
262
00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:50,102
- She's such a lying slag. Did she flip?
- Oh, man.
263
00:22:42,446 --> 00:22:44,781
Excuse me, can I help you?
264
00:22:45,198 --> 00:22:49,286
Yeah, yeah.
Could I have some more coffee, please?
265
00:22:50,328 --> 00:22:52,706
- Are you Gia?
- That's me.
266
00:22:53,165 --> 00:22:55,208
You're late. Go wash your face.
267
00:22:56,126 --> 00:22:59,713
I already did. It's nice to meet you, too.
268
00:23:03,467 --> 00:23:05,969
What the hell am I gonna do with you?
269
00:23:07,262 --> 00:23:08,430
I got it.
270
00:23:10,307 --> 00:23:14,311
I don't know.
I'm just some dumb girl from Philly.
271
00:23:15,479 --> 00:23:17,814
Oh, my God, she's a beast.
272
00:23:17,898 --> 00:23:19,441
She scares me.
273
00:23:20,025 --> 00:23:22,736
Why, Phillipe,
does she remind you of your mother?
274
00:23:22,819 --> 00:23:27,032
No, she reminds me of my brother.
He's in jail now, thank Jesus.
275
00:23:29,659 --> 00:23:30,744
Okay-
276
00:23:41,838 --> 00:23:42,881
What?
277
00:23:45,050 --> 00:23:46,384
It's wonderful.
278
00:23:47,677 --> 00:23:49,387
Let's see this face.
279
00:23:54,017 --> 00:23:56,436
I'm checking to see if you need to be tweezed.
280
00:23:56,520 --> 00:23:58,438
- I'm tweezed.
- I'm Linda.
281
00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:01,858
Nice to meet you.
282
00:24:03,318 --> 00:24:04,569
Dreadful.
283
00:24:06,863 --> 00:24:08,365
Absolutely horrendous.
284
00:24:10,617 --> 00:24:11,785
More teeth.
285
00:24:11,868 --> 00:24:16,623
Every photograph makes a promise,
and the promise is never kept.
286
00:24:16,706 --> 00:24:18,708
Look brain damaged.
287
00:24:18,792 --> 00:24:20,544
That's what makes a photo great.
288
00:24:22,379 --> 00:24:24,881
And if the promise is sex,
289
00:24:27,509 --> 00:24:31,179
-then you really have something.
-Good.
290
00:24:31,805 --> 00:24:33,098
Wonderful.
291
00:24:34,516 --> 00:24:35,976
Well,
292
00:24:36,726 --> 00:24:38,019
that was all shit.
293
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:40,647
- Fuck you.
- Now we can pay our rent.
294
00:24:40,772 --> 00:24:43,191
Who wants to stay and make some art?
295
00:24:44,151 --> 00:24:45,610
What's art?
296
00:24:45,902 --> 00:24:49,239
Keep the fence, lose the clothes.
297
00:24:49,781 --> 00:24:51,283
No, thanks, I'm gone.
298
00:24:51,616 --> 00:24:54,077
I'm outta here. See you.
299
00:25:00,417 --> 00:25:02,002
I'll stay if Linda stays.
300
00:25:37,245 --> 00:25:39,456
- Linda, Liebling?
- Yeah.
301
00:25:42,125 --> 00:25:43,585
Go stand by the fence.
302
00:25:44,211 --> 00:25:46,963
- You want me in the shot?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
303
00:25:47,797 --> 00:25:49,799
And lose the clothes.
304
00:28:24,287 --> 00:28:27,248
Sex... Sex was really easy. It was...
305
00:28:27,624 --> 00:28:32,670
Sex was everywhere.
It didn't really mean too much.
306
00:28:32,796 --> 00:28:36,466
Love... Love was the hard thing to find.
307
00:28:39,803 --> 00:28:44,808
Even if you were looking for it,
which not too many people were.
308
00:28:47,685 --> 00:28:53,566
Even if you found it,
which not too many people did.
309
00:28:53,691 --> 00:28:58,822
Even if it was right there in front of you,
310
00:29:01,825 --> 00:29:06,496
how could you see it
with all the sex in the way?
311
00:29:59,215 --> 00:30:02,427
Hey, where you going?
312
00:30:03,303 --> 00:30:04,304
Gia.
313
00:30:05,096 --> 00:30:07,223
What happened? What's the matter?
314
00:30:08,057 --> 00:30:10,143
You don't have any clothes on.
315
00:30:12,228 --> 00:30:13,730
Don't change the subject.
316
00:30:15,273 --> 00:30:17,108
I have a boyfriend.
317
00:30:18,401 --> 00:30:19,527
So?
318
00:30:20,069 --> 00:30:22,447
So, I have to go.
319
00:30:23,615 --> 00:30:26,367
"I have to go, I have to go."
Everybody has to go.
320
00:30:26,451 --> 00:30:29,412
Where the fuck does everybody go
when they have to go, huh?
321
00:30:30,830 --> 00:30:34,042
You... You and I had a...
322
00:30:34,125 --> 00:30:36,377
I mean, it was... I had a...
323
00:30:37,253 --> 00:30:39,088
I don't know.
324
00:30:41,049 --> 00:30:44,594
I'm really very square.
325
00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:47,055
So am I.
326
00:30:47,180 --> 00:30:49,182
Yeah, I can see that.
327
00:30:52,143 --> 00:30:53,520
Please, don't go.
328
00:30:55,522 --> 00:30:59,234
Please, don't go.
Please, I'll make you breakfast.
329
00:31:01,069 --> 00:31:02,111
Come on.
330
00:31:07,700 --> 00:31:09,577
- Going down?
- No.
331
00:31:09,994 --> 00:31:11,454
- Yes.
- No!
332
00:31:11,621 --> 00:31:14,249
No, no. What are you doing? No.
333
00:31:14,457 --> 00:31:15,458
- I'm so sorry.
- Linda!
334
00:31:15,542 --> 00:31:16,876
I'm so sorry.
335
00:31:18,086 --> 00:31:19,379
I'll call you.
336
00:31:24,634 --> 00:31:25,969
Not.
337
00:31:26,302 --> 00:31:29,305
It was like a puppy.
338
00:31:29,389 --> 00:31:32,725
It was like, "Love me, love me,
love me, love me."
339
00:31:33,810 --> 00:31:35,103
I did.
340
00:31:36,521 --> 00:31:38,189
I did. I did right away.
341
00:31:38,982 --> 00:31:42,110
Extraordinary, as in phenomenal,
342
00:31:42,318 --> 00:31:43,778
as in a gold mine.
343
00:31:44,821 --> 00:31:49,659
Tough, vulnerable, old, young,
344
00:31:50,410 --> 00:31:52,620
decadent, innocent,
345
00:31:52,996 --> 00:31:54,706
male, female.
346
00:31:57,125 --> 00:31:59,586
And you look like you don't give a shit.
347
00:32:04,048 --> 00:32:06,968
I met somebody, someone I really like.
348
00:32:07,176 --> 00:32:10,179
Good. Good for you.
349
00:32:11,723 --> 00:32:13,850
Take a deep breath, darling.
350
00:32:15,101 --> 00:32:19,063
You are in for the ride of your life.
351
00:32:35,830 --> 00:32:36,998
Paolo.
352
00:32:40,918 --> 00:32:42,545
Lower the fucking drawbridge, Tony.
353
00:32:42,629 --> 00:32:44,380
Give me some of those
goddamn drink tickets.
354
00:32:44,464 --> 00:32:48,551
Always a pleasure to see you, too,
Stephie, and this must be Gia.
355
00:32:49,344 --> 00:32:50,803
How do you know my name?
356
00:32:50,887 --> 00:32:53,222
I'm God, I know everything.
357
00:32:53,306 --> 00:32:55,224
You see? Even God knows your name.
358
00:32:55,308 --> 00:32:58,186
With a face like that, she doesn't need a name.
359
00:32:58,311 --> 00:33:02,231
Actually, Tony, my face is a little higher.
360
00:33:04,901 --> 00:33:07,403
Anytime, Gia, anytime.
361
00:33:07,737 --> 00:33:09,906
Stop being stingy, Tony.
362
00:33:18,998 --> 00:33:21,417
That's Olivier Chandon,
as in champagne.
363
00:33:22,043 --> 00:33:25,213
Very rich. Did him in a car once.
364
00:33:25,672 --> 00:33:28,675
I can't remember exactly
how fast we were going.
365
00:33:30,426 --> 00:33:34,222
That's Stan Girardi.
Used to do it with Cheryl, but he's doable.
366
00:33:35,098 --> 00:33:37,934
Joe Jamison. Beautiful, but gay.
367
00:33:38,810 --> 00:33:40,228
Not that that ever stopped me.
368
00:33:43,439 --> 00:33:45,983
A little tongue up his ass,
369
00:33:46,067 --> 00:33:47,777
and he's all yours.
370
00:33:56,369 --> 00:33:57,662
You're full of shit, aren't you?
371
00:33:57,745 --> 00:34:01,791
Look, sometimes even I don't believe it,
but it's all true.
372
00:34:02,917 --> 00:34:04,627
Okay, break it up.
373
00:34:05,962 --> 00:34:07,922
- On your left.
- Who was that?
374
00:34:08,005 --> 00:34:09,465
I have no idea.
375
00:34:33,448 --> 00:34:37,910
I do be the prettiest, prettiest girl. I do be that.
376
00:34:50,465 --> 00:34:54,969
No, she's new, brand new.
You have to see her. You'll like her.
377
00:35:05,563 --> 00:35:08,065
- She's on the cover.
- Gia, yeah.
378
00:35:08,191 --> 00:35:10,943
No last name. Just Gia.
379
00:35:42,016 --> 00:35:43,059
Boring.
380
00:35:44,101 --> 00:35:45,520
Played out.
381
00:35:46,437 --> 00:35:47,522
Fat.
382
00:35:50,024 --> 00:35:51,150
Boflng.
383
00:35:52,568 --> 00:35:54,278
Too dumb.
384
00:35:54,362 --> 00:35:57,156
For winter, we need meat.
385
00:35:57,448 --> 00:36:02,870
We need someone with blood in her veins.
Notjust suntan oil and mineral water.
386
00:36:04,121 --> 00:36:08,251
Oh, God, I am so sick of her face.
387
00:36:14,215 --> 00:36:18,761
- Who's this?
- This is one of Wilhelmina's new girls, Gia.
388
00:36:26,978 --> 00:36:29,438
This is meat.
389
00:36:29,856 --> 00:36:32,942
This is sirloin. It's lusty.
390
00:36:33,651 --> 00:36:38,281
Winter is carnivorous.
Rich browns, reds, big animal prints.
391
00:36:38,656 --> 00:36:40,616
This is it. Yes!
392
00:36:51,085 --> 00:36:52,086
Hey.
393
00:36:55,590 --> 00:36:57,508
I just bought it. What do you think?
394
00:36:57,884 --> 00:36:59,844
- Wow.
-"Wow"?
395
00:37:02,972 --> 00:37:04,682
Wanna go for a ride?
396
00:37:04,891 --> 00:37:08,853
- I don't know.
- Yeah, you do. Come on.
397
00:37:14,817 --> 00:37:16,319
Yes!
398
00:37:20,281 --> 00:37:21,574
- Where we going?
- Philadelphia.
399
00:37:21,657 --> 00:37:22,658
What?
400
00:37:25,411 --> 00:37:28,497
- Hold on!
- I am!
401
00:37:31,626 --> 00:37:32,668
Yeah?
402
00:37:34,420 --> 00:37:36,672
Hi, Kathleen.
403
00:37:37,548 --> 00:37:40,343
Gia. Oh, my God.
404
00:37:42,845 --> 00:37:46,515
Oh, my God! Come on in.
405
00:37:47,683 --> 00:37:50,311
- Come on.
- This is my girlfriend, Linda.
406
00:37:50,519 --> 00:37:55,399
Linda? Yeah, hi. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
407
00:37:55,524 --> 00:37:57,109
So, tell me about New York.
408
00:37:57,193 --> 00:37:59,946
Oh, God, it was like seeing an old girlfriend.
409
00:38:00,321 --> 00:38:03,616
Yeah, she told me all the gossip
about all the models.
410
00:38:03,699 --> 00:38:07,703
You know, who had bad skin
and who had bad hair.
411
00:38:08,913 --> 00:38:13,668
The things that they did, she told me about,
the places that they went. Oh, my God.
412
00:38:15,544 --> 00:38:17,797
Oh, my God!
413
00:38:18,005 --> 00:38:20,883
You're on the cover of Vogue!
I can't believe it.
414
00:38:21,717 --> 00:38:26,097
Oh, my God, isn't that beautiful?
415
00:38:26,305 --> 00:38:28,057
Oh, honey.
416
00:38:28,724 --> 00:38:32,311
So what else is going on, huh?
Do you have a boyfriend?
417
00:38:32,979 --> 00:38:36,065
No. Linda has a boyfriend.
418
00:38:36,232 --> 00:38:37,316
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
419
00:38:37,733 --> 00:38:39,068
Well, that's nice.
420
00:38:40,611 --> 00:38:44,657
- I have a girlfriend.
- Yeah, that's nice, too,
421
00:38:44,740 --> 00:38:47,243
though it's not the same thing, is it?
422
00:38:47,660 --> 00:38:51,247
And we never talked about the past.
That was over.
423
00:38:51,330 --> 00:38:55,167
The past was the past.
She never discussed it with me once.
424
00:38:56,085 --> 00:39:00,089
It was like it never happened,
all those years in between.
425
00:39:01,257 --> 00:39:03,009
It was like it never happened.
426
00:39:03,718 --> 00:39:07,096
I kept everything you've sent me.
427
00:39:07,221 --> 00:39:11,475
I keep everything you ever touched
ever since you were a baby.
428
00:39:11,934 --> 00:39:14,895
What do I have? Oh, yeah, oh, yeah.
429
00:39:14,979 --> 00:39:16,522
My journal.
430
00:39:21,277 --> 00:39:23,279
"Once upon a time..."
431
00:39:24,113 --> 00:39:25,698
"Once upon a time..."
432
00:39:25,781 --> 00:39:29,702
"Once upon a time,
there was a girl with golden hair
433
00:39:29,785 --> 00:39:32,872
"who went to live in a beautiful house."
434
00:39:34,415 --> 00:39:36,333
Always the same story, yeah?
435
00:39:37,460 --> 00:39:40,463
Always different, always the same.
436
00:39:40,713 --> 00:39:42,840
Always the same.
437
00:39:48,637 --> 00:39:49,764
Can I see?
438
00:39:51,307 --> 00:39:52,767
Yeah.
439
00:39:59,315 --> 00:40:02,735
Sometimes I think
she was a different person to everybody.
440
00:40:04,528 --> 00:40:06,697
Sometimes I knew who she was.
441
00:40:07,782 --> 00:40:09,700
Sometimes I didn't.
442
00:40:10,326 --> 00:40:14,163
Anybody who tries to tell you
exactly who she was,
443
00:40:15,206 --> 00:40:16,707
they didn't know her at all.
444
00:40:19,335 --> 00:40:23,005
We did everything together.
Yeah, in those days.
445
00:40:23,339 --> 00:40:25,341
Yeah, everything.
446
00:40:30,387 --> 00:40:31,680
All right.
447
00:40:37,645 --> 00:40:39,105
This is...
448
00:40:40,940 --> 00:40:43,317
What can I say? It's you.
449
00:40:44,193 --> 00:40:45,694
I found it on short notice.
450
00:40:48,072 --> 00:40:50,074
That's what it looks like.
451
00:40:51,867 --> 00:40:54,578
So, I was standing
in the middle of the living room,
452
00:40:54,662 --> 00:40:56,372
and the bathroom door opens.
453
00:40:56,497 --> 00:40:59,125
Gia. Gia. Gia.
454
00:40:59,917 --> 00:41:01,710
- Yeah?
- Who's that?
455
00:41:01,919 --> 00:41:03,045
Who?
456
00:41:08,175 --> 00:41:11,595
I started making trips to New York
regularly after that.
457
00:41:11,762 --> 00:41:14,765
She wanted me there.
She wanted me there all the time.
458
00:41:14,932 --> 00:41:17,518
I couldn't, you know,
because I had a husband, I had a home.
459
00:41:17,810 --> 00:41:21,689
No, not red. Yellow. Yellow roses.
460
00:41:21,772 --> 00:41:23,399
But I would go...
461
00:41:23,482 --> 00:41:25,276
- To Linda.
-...and I would stay for maybe a week.
462
00:41:25,359 --> 00:41:27,319
Sometimes I would stay two.
463
00:41:27,403 --> 00:41:30,197
Love on ya, Gia.
464
00:41:32,908 --> 00:41:36,203
You're sending flowers to a girl?
465
00:41:37,830 --> 00:41:40,666
- Here, lady.
- Hi. Got it. Thanks.
466
00:41:50,217 --> 00:41:52,178
Christ, another one?
467
00:41:53,345 --> 00:41:56,515
- Who died?
- None of your business.
468
00:42:00,186 --> 00:42:03,022
Are you fucking a florist behind my back?
469
00:42:03,355 --> 00:42:07,276
Yeah. Gold FTD guy with the winged shoes.
470
00:42:15,201 --> 00:42:16,202
Hi.
471
00:42:20,623 --> 00:42:22,291
I've been calling you for weeks.
472
00:42:22,458 --> 00:42:23,542
Hi, Gia.
473
00:42:26,754 --> 00:42:31,508
- This is my boyfriend, Billy.
- Hi. I'm wrecked.
474
00:42:35,679 --> 00:42:38,682
- Do you wanna come in?
- I don't think that's a very good idea.
475
00:42:38,766 --> 00:42:40,142
Why not?
476
00:42:41,143 --> 00:42:44,146
You are really beautiful.
477
00:42:44,438 --> 00:42:46,815
You're a model, aren't you?
478
00:42:47,066 --> 00:42:49,026
Why? Do I look stupid?
479
00:42:51,153 --> 00:42:54,531
- I have to work tomorrow.
- Come on, it's early.
480
00:42:54,823 --> 00:42:58,535
Maybe... Maybe we could party.
481
00:43:07,795 --> 00:43:10,673
You are the most beautiful woman
that I have ever seen.
482
00:43:10,923 --> 00:43:12,174
Come with me.
483
00:43:12,675 --> 00:43:13,801
I can't.
484
00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:27,690
Fine, see you around.
485
00:43:35,447 --> 00:43:37,116
What the fuck was that?
486
00:43:39,034 --> 00:43:41,036
Behold the florist.
487
00:44:24,246 --> 00:44:26,832
No,no,no!
488
00:44:27,041 --> 00:44:29,001
I cannot stay!
489
00:44:29,626 --> 00:44:33,422
Look, I'll come back,
but I have to go home now, Gia.
490
00:44:33,505 --> 00:44:35,716
- But I'll come back.
- No, no, no.
491
00:44:40,596 --> 00:44:42,639
If you need me, you just call me.
492
00:44:42,765 --> 00:44:45,351
I need you. I need you now.
493
00:44:45,851 --> 00:44:47,728
- You have to be here now!
- Gia. Gia. Gia.
494
00:44:47,853 --> 00:44:52,441
When I need you, I need you now!
I need you, Mom!
495
00:44:52,566 --> 00:44:57,488
Listen to me. You are a big girl, all right?
496
00:44:59,448 --> 00:45:02,910
- Please! Please!
- You are a big girl, act like a big girl.
497
00:45:03,118 --> 00:45:06,497
You've got to, and you are.
498
00:45:07,915 --> 00:45:10,167
So be my big girl.
499
00:45:13,087 --> 00:45:14,755
Now listen to me.
500
00:45:15,214 --> 00:45:17,800
Listen to me. Listen to me.
501
00:45:19,176 --> 00:45:22,513
I have to go home.
502
00:45:22,805 --> 00:45:24,139
I have to.
503
00:45:24,681 --> 00:45:26,392
Fine. Fine!
504
00:45:27,184 --> 00:45:30,270
- Fine. Get out!
- No, Gia. All right, now, wait.
505
00:45:30,396 --> 00:45:31,563
- Wait!
- Get the fuck out!
506
00:45:31,647 --> 00:45:33,732
No, not like this, Gia.
507
00:45:33,857 --> 00:45:36,443
Yeah, like this! Get out!
There. Get the fuck out!
508
00:45:36,652 --> 00:45:38,612
- Gia, for God's sake.
- Get out!
509
00:45:38,737 --> 00:45:41,281
- Not like this, not like this.
- Yeah, like this. Get the fuck out!
510
00:45:41,365 --> 00:45:43,575
- Look.
- There, get out! Get out!
511
00:45:43,659 --> 00:45:46,912
- All right. Fine, fine, fine. Fine.
- Go, go!
512
00:45:46,995 --> 00:45:48,831
- All right, fine.
- Get out!
513
00:45:49,915 --> 00:45:50,916
Fine, Gia.
514
00:45:53,001 --> 00:45:54,461
That's it.
515
00:45:55,754 --> 00:45:56,922
That...
516
00:46:22,531 --> 00:46:26,702
She's booked for 16 shoots this week,
but I'll see what we can do.
517
00:46:26,952 --> 00:46:28,287
And you are erupting forms...
518
00:46:28,412 --> 00:46:29,663
Tell Scavullo he can have her...
519
00:46:29,872 --> 00:46:32,624
...out of the center of all this tired, old beauty.
520
00:46:33,375 --> 00:46:34,543
Shaming them.
521
00:46:35,252 --> 00:46:38,088
Excuse me? "Tired, old beauty"?
522
00:46:38,172 --> 00:46:43,051
You can have Renee. I know you want Gia,
but you can't have Gia. Nothing until June.
523
00:46:43,552 --> 00:46:46,680
This little Wop is not standing in front of me.
You got that?
524
00:46:46,763 --> 00:46:48,807
I'm off to the side, or I walk.
525
00:46:48,891 --> 00:46:51,351
Yeah, me, too.
526
00:46:51,685 --> 00:46:53,479
Does this dress make my ass look fat?
527
00:46:53,562 --> 00:46:55,355
Your ass is fat, honey.
528
00:46:55,439 --> 00:46:58,442
And I'm not standing next to her fat ass.
529
00:47:03,405 --> 00:47:04,573
I know.
530
00:47:06,074 --> 00:47:07,075
I know.
531
00:47:08,410 --> 00:47:11,121
Life is so disappointing.
532
00:47:11,872 --> 00:47:13,332
Here you are.
533
00:47:13,916 --> 00:47:15,250
You have arrived.
534
00:47:16,293 --> 00:47:20,339
You are here. This is your moment.
535
00:47:22,424 --> 00:47:24,092
What do you have?
536
00:47:24,760 --> 00:47:26,345
You have pain.
537
00:47:30,265 --> 00:47:32,476
When you have everything,
538
00:47:33,101 --> 00:47:34,686
what do you have?
539
00:47:35,729 --> 00:47:37,564
You have nothing.
540
00:47:38,899 --> 00:47:42,945
When everything is right, everything is wrong.
541
00:47:44,112 --> 00:47:46,490
It's disappointing. It's confusing.
542
00:47:47,574 --> 00:47:51,078
This is life. What can you do?
543
00:47:53,956 --> 00:47:56,708
People keep going away from me. That hurts.
544
00:48:00,087 --> 00:48:01,296
Work.
545
00:48:01,922 --> 00:48:03,924
Work. You have a gift.
546
00:48:04,466 --> 00:48:05,467
Use it.
547
00:48:06,301 --> 00:48:08,554
Life... Life will be there later.
548
00:48:09,680 --> 00:48:13,600
When you've worked, and you've lived,
549
00:48:14,810 --> 00:48:17,312
and you know who you are, life is easy.
550
00:48:19,147 --> 00:48:20,399
Work.
551
00:48:21,567 --> 00:48:23,569
It's the only answer I know.
552
00:48:25,404 --> 00:48:27,406
I should've been a rock star.
553
00:48:29,533 --> 00:48:31,159
But I can't sing.
554
00:48:35,497 --> 00:48:36,873
Work now.
555
00:48:37,499 --> 00:48:38,917
You can live later.
556
00:48:41,878 --> 00:48:45,257
You'd say anything to get that shot. Yeah?
557
00:48:45,632 --> 00:48:47,634
- Yes.
- Yes.
558
00:48:47,718 --> 00:48:50,012
In this case, I'm saying the truth.
559
00:48:53,473 --> 00:48:54,766
Sweetheart.
560
00:48:54,850 --> 00:48:58,478
Now here's the picture. You girls all hate Gia
561
00:48:58,562 --> 00:49:01,106
because she is so much prettier
than the rest of you.
562
00:49:01,189 --> 00:49:06,361
And you're all so boring. She is so exciting.
563
00:49:06,862 --> 00:49:11,116
If you don't like it,
please, vanish from my world.
564
00:49:11,408 --> 00:49:13,368
No, I'm sorry, she's not available.
565
00:49:13,827 --> 00:49:15,162
I know, darling. You can't get...
566
00:49:15,245 --> 00:49:17,664
And she went to live in a beautiful house
567
00:49:17,748 --> 00:49:21,293
and all the people loved her,
and she was very, very happy.
568
00:49:21,376 --> 00:49:25,047
No, she's on her way to Rome then.
She's shooting Versace in Milan
569
00:49:25,547 --> 00:49:27,674
and Yves Saint Laurent in Paris.
570
00:49:27,883 --> 00:49:30,552
Perry has her
for the only runway show she's doing.
571
00:49:30,761 --> 00:49:33,180
But the people in the village were very poor,
572
00:49:33,263 --> 00:49:36,558
and every night,
they crept into the house where the girl slept
573
00:49:36,725 --> 00:49:41,063
and they cut off a piece of her golden hair
and they sold it for money.
574
00:49:41,355 --> 00:49:44,483
"She'll never even notice," they said.
575
00:49:44,566 --> 00:49:48,153
And so, all the gold was gone from her head.
576
00:49:48,236 --> 00:49:50,155
It's a real Cinderella story.
577
00:49:55,577 --> 00:49:59,581
- Tell him to hurry. Where's my tickets?
- You are wired.
578
00:50:01,249 --> 00:50:03,585
Here. Try some of this.
579
00:50:05,837 --> 00:50:07,881
What? What is it?
580
00:50:08,048 --> 00:50:11,218
The answer to all your prayers.
581
00:50:51,883 --> 00:50:56,263
The only thing you have to remember
is that it's not about you.
582
00:50:56,471 --> 00:51:00,392
It's not about you.
It's not you that they're looking at.
583
00:51:00,809 --> 00:51:02,519
It's not about you.
584
00:51:02,978 --> 00:51:06,523
I'm on top of that. I understand that.
585
00:51:06,606 --> 00:51:09,818
Honey, that's good. I'm so glad about that.
586
00:51:10,026 --> 00:51:14,990
Because if you let it be about you,
then you're screwed, you know.
587
00:51:15,073 --> 00:51:18,827
So, you have to stay separate
from what's happening
588
00:51:18,910 --> 00:51:20,912
and you have to be somewhere else.
589
00:51:21,872 --> 00:51:24,916
But I don't know where
that somewhere else is, you know?
590
00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:26,460
Or how to do that.
591
00:51:27,544 --> 00:51:30,464
Honey, you can do whatever you want now.
592
00:51:31,590 --> 00:51:33,842
Yeah? What is it I want?
593
00:51:34,342 --> 00:51:36,303
What do I want?
594
00:51:50,567 --> 00:51:54,863
I will be king, and you will be queen.
595
00:52:06,374 --> 00:52:11,004
I don't think a woman is really a woman
unless she's a blonde, you know.
596
00:52:13,048 --> 00:52:18,220
Response is so enormous.
I've never seen anything like it.
597
00:52:18,512 --> 00:52:20,764
And so fast, huh?
598
00:52:21,431 --> 00:52:24,142
About a million people
want to shoot you this month.
599
00:52:24,226 --> 00:52:28,063
We're going to name
a whole phone line after you. Gia.
600
00:52:29,397 --> 00:52:31,566
I could learn photography.
601
00:52:32,067 --> 00:52:33,860
That could be something to want. I could...
602
00:52:34,194 --> 00:52:36,238
I could photograph children.
603
00:52:37,447 --> 00:52:39,783
I could have my own children.
604
00:52:40,283 --> 00:52:42,661
I would give them yellow roses.
605
00:52:43,578 --> 00:52:48,208
And if they got too loud,
I would just put them someplace quiet.
606
00:52:49,125 --> 00:52:51,086
I'd put them in the oven.
607
00:52:52,420 --> 00:52:54,923
And I would kiss them every day
608
00:52:56,925 --> 00:52:59,928
and tell them,
"You don't have to be anybody,"
609
00:53:00,428 --> 00:53:05,433
because I would know that being somebody
doesn't make you anybody anyway.
610
00:53:08,103 --> 00:53:11,106
You will always be somebody to me.
611
00:53:11,773 --> 00:53:13,775
You will always be somebody to me.
612
00:53:13,859 --> 00:53:17,404
And on the financial front,
with the sudden illness of Wilhelmina Cooper,
613
00:53:17,487 --> 00:53:19,447
who's still hospitalized in Manhattan,
614
00:53:19,531 --> 00:53:23,994
models and agents are competing
for the top talent and highest fees.
615
00:53:24,077 --> 00:53:26,538
With the latest news about inflation,
bonds rallied today.
616
00:53:26,621 --> 00:53:29,624
...showing its reaction
to the president's speech.
617
00:53:29,708 --> 00:53:30,917
More news in a moment.
618
00:53:34,504 --> 00:53:38,300
She's doing all right.
You know, they're running some more tests.
619
00:53:38,383 --> 00:53:40,218
Maybe in a day or two,
then we'll know something.
620
00:53:41,761 --> 00:53:44,389
Come on, you gotta help me here.
I'm under a lot of pressure.
621
00:53:44,472 --> 00:53:46,266
I can't give you any answers.
622
00:53:46,933 --> 00:53:47,934
Gia,
623
00:53:49,644 --> 00:53:51,646
I've been thinking a lot about you lately.
624
00:53:51,897 --> 00:53:54,482
It's terrible, terrible, isn't it?
625
00:53:54,983 --> 00:53:58,778
Mike Mansfield,
starting up the new Largo Agency.
626
00:53:58,862 --> 00:54:01,698
What do you think you're gonna do now?
627
00:54:01,990 --> 00:54:03,450
What do you mean?
628
00:54:03,658 --> 00:54:06,328
Well, you're a special girl
629
00:54:07,913 --> 00:54:09,331
with special problems.
630
00:54:09,748 --> 00:54:12,250
I think you need special attention.
631
00:54:13,293 --> 00:54:14,920
You could go to Ford
632
00:54:15,211 --> 00:54:17,756
and there's always that asshole over at Elite.
633
00:54:19,716 --> 00:54:22,886
But I think you should put
some serious thought into coming with me.
634
00:54:23,178 --> 00:54:25,347
Why? Why would I leave Wili?
635
00:54:26,932 --> 00:54:30,894
You have to start thinking about yourself.
You have to be tough.
636
00:54:31,353 --> 00:54:33,897
This is a business, and in this business
637
00:54:35,023 --> 00:54:37,525
you can't be represented by a dead woman.
638
00:54:40,362 --> 00:54:41,529
Excuse me.
639
00:54:41,738 --> 00:54:44,240
Why don't you give me a call?
640
00:54:47,369 --> 00:54:49,537
Yes, darling, I know it's so inconvenient.
641
00:54:49,621 --> 00:54:50,830
Get me a copy of the call sheet,
642
00:54:50,914 --> 00:54:52,999
and tell Freddie I wanted to speak to him
10 minutes ago.
643
00:54:53,083 --> 00:54:55,502
- Done. I'll take care of it.
- Gia, darling, kiss me.
644
00:54:55,585 --> 00:54:58,588
Yes, I have to go, too.
645
00:54:58,672 --> 00:55:03,969
Have a wonderful trip.
Tell Christian to behave himself.
646
00:55:04,052 --> 00:55:05,512
Ciao, darling.
647
00:55:07,973 --> 00:55:11,017
- I'm exhausted.
- Me, too.
648
00:55:12,560 --> 00:55:15,939
Come here, come here, come here.
649
00:55:18,066 --> 00:55:19,818
I thought you were sick.
650
00:55:19,901 --> 00:55:23,863
I am sick, darling, sick and tired,
651
00:55:23,989 --> 00:55:26,825
but it's not serious.
652
00:55:29,577 --> 00:55:31,997
- I'm tired, too.
- You?
653
00:55:32,080 --> 00:55:33,581
Yeah. Yeah.
654
00:55:33,707 --> 00:55:38,753
I think I wanna stop for a while.
You know, I need some time to think.
655
00:55:39,838 --> 00:55:43,883
Yes, but not now, darling.
656
00:55:44,634 --> 00:55:48,388
Plenty of time to rest
when you're in the ground.
657
00:55:49,264 --> 00:55:50,807
You have
658
00:55:51,641 --> 00:55:53,768
the whole world
659
00:55:54,853 --> 00:55:57,105
at your fingertips.
660
00:55:58,940 --> 00:56:03,278
You have to be strong. Seize the moment.
661
00:56:04,779 --> 00:56:06,948
Because if you don't,
662
00:56:07,866 --> 00:56:10,702
there's always another girl waiting
right behind you
663
00:56:10,785 --> 00:56:12,746
breathing over your shoulder.
664
00:56:18,835 --> 00:56:19,836
Come on.
665
00:56:22,005 --> 00:56:24,632
I know. I know it's hard.
666
00:56:25,300 --> 00:56:26,801
We can do it.
667
00:56:29,304 --> 00:56:31,806
You and I together.
668
00:56:43,359 --> 00:56:45,278
She really looked dead, didn't she?
669
00:56:45,361 --> 00:56:48,490
The great thing about the afterlife
is nobody cares how you look.
670
00:56:48,573 --> 00:56:50,116
I can hardly wait.
671
00:56:51,951 --> 00:56:54,329
Too rich and too thin.
672
00:56:55,497 --> 00:57:00,960
- I had no idea she was that sick.
- You can never really tell with Germans.
673
00:57:28,863 --> 00:57:30,323
God!
674
00:58:20,915 --> 00:58:25,003
Great. That's beautiful.
Okay, really nice. Cool.
675
00:58:25,086 --> 00:58:28,173
Right. Can you roll your eyes back a little
so we can see the white under them?
676
00:58:28,256 --> 00:58:31,384
- We're going for the seppuku look.
- What is that?
677
00:58:31,467 --> 00:58:34,554
Japanese.
Sorry, it means that you're half dead.
678
00:58:35,180 --> 00:58:37,348
- I'm there.
- I know, it's great.
679
00:58:37,432 --> 00:58:41,519
You, you are doing so, so good.
680
00:58:42,854 --> 00:58:44,272
Really, you look super.
681
00:58:46,274 --> 00:58:48,484
Oh, my God. Did you almost just throw up?
682
00:58:48,568 --> 00:58:50,653
Look, I'm really sick.
683
00:58:50,737 --> 00:58:52,488
Can you go make a run downtown
for me, please?
684
00:58:52,572 --> 00:58:54,699
You're not gonna throw up on this dress,
are you?
685
00:58:55,283 --> 00:58:58,912
Just... I'm sick. Go downtown. All right?
686
00:58:58,995 --> 00:59:02,040
There's a taco place,
and you ask for Satellite or Rich Boy.
687
00:59:02,123 --> 00:59:03,958
Okay? Yeah?
688
00:59:04,334 --> 00:59:06,711
- Chasing the dragon, are you?
- Yeah, I'm sorry.
689
00:59:06,794 --> 00:59:11,216
No, it works, it works.
A little death around the eyes.
690
00:59:11,299 --> 00:59:16,012
Okay, great. Fabulous. Great. Good.
691
00:59:16,095 --> 00:59:18,514
That's really great. That's great.
692
00:59:21,976 --> 00:59:27,398
Fantastic. Right by the bike.
Good. Bad girl, bad girl.
693
00:59:27,482 --> 00:59:28,942
Good.
694
00:59:31,527 --> 00:59:32,946
Yeah, that's it. Great.
695
00:59:34,197 --> 00:59:36,658
Good. Fantastic.
696
00:59:37,033 --> 00:59:40,912
- She's out of her fucking mind!
- Could Cheryl Tiegs do this?
697
00:59:40,995 --> 00:59:42,747
I don't think so.
698
00:59:44,499 --> 00:59:45,959
Go.
699
00:59:55,843 --> 01:00:00,390
Hey, wait! Hey, where you going? Hey!
700
01:01:24,140 --> 01:01:27,268
- Hey, where's Satellite? Is he here?
- Yeah.
701
01:01:31,606 --> 01:01:33,107
Come here.
702
01:01:34,484 --> 01:01:35,943
Fuck.
703
01:02:08,518 --> 01:02:09,894
Hey, you bitch.
704
01:02:44,512 --> 01:02:45,638
Where's Satellite?
705
01:02:47,557 --> 01:02:49,434
Where is Satellite?
706
01:02:52,687 --> 01:02:58,359
I am sick, fucking junkies.
I'm sick! Where is he?
707
01:02:59,026 --> 01:03:00,653
He's making a delivery.
708
01:03:03,072 --> 01:03:07,869
- Is anybody holding anything? Please!
- I'll give you my shot.
709
01:03:10,204 --> 01:03:13,583
I don't shoot. Do you have anything else, dry?
710
01:03:13,666 --> 01:03:17,086
No, man. All I got is in here.
711
01:03:19,505 --> 01:03:20,882
I can't.
712
01:03:23,718 --> 01:03:26,971
- Okay, if you don't want it...
- Wait.
713
01:03:31,267 --> 01:03:33,895
I want it. You do me. Will you do it?
714
01:03:35,605 --> 01:03:36,606
Yeah.
715
01:03:39,358 --> 01:03:40,985
Yeah, I'll do you.
716
01:03:57,376 --> 01:03:59,420
Is this gonna hurt?
717
01:04:01,422 --> 01:04:03,090
No pain.
718
01:04:06,135 --> 01:04:07,261
Thank you.
719
01:04:10,389 --> 01:04:12,141
Don't be scared, baby.
720
01:04:13,434 --> 01:04:15,061
I'll take you home.
721
01:04:17,605 --> 01:04:19,232
Oh, God.
722
01:05:00,606 --> 01:05:02,233
Oh, my God.
723
01:05:04,443 --> 01:05:06,988
I was thinking about you.
724
01:05:15,955 --> 01:05:17,331
Are you okay?
725
01:05:22,962 --> 01:05:24,630
Is your boyfriend here?
726
01:05:26,090 --> 01:05:28,342
I don't have a boyfriend anymore.
727
01:05:39,937 --> 01:05:41,063
I'm all dirty.
728
01:06:14,305 --> 01:06:16,515
I was afraid of the drugs.
729
01:06:17,141 --> 01:06:19,018
The way people used them.
730
01:06:19,560 --> 01:06:22,229
I told her that. I mean, she knew that.
731
01:06:23,314 --> 01:06:25,232
I was afraid of a lot of things.
732
01:06:26,025 --> 01:06:28,944
But she promised,
733
01:06:29,612 --> 01:06:31,364
and I believed her.
734
01:06:31,447 --> 01:06:35,618
And I believed we could make things work.
735
01:06:35,701 --> 01:06:39,455
I believed because
we both wanted it so much that we could.
736
01:06:39,538 --> 01:06:41,165
We could...
737
01:06:44,251 --> 01:06:48,381
And we did. We did. We did make it work.
738
01:07:40,975 --> 01:07:42,476
You're coming home?
739
01:07:43,144 --> 01:07:45,479
You're coming home?
Just out of the blue you're coming home?
740
01:07:45,563 --> 01:07:47,523
Just like that you call me?
741
01:07:49,900 --> 01:07:52,194
You are a piece of work, you are.
742
01:07:52,278 --> 01:07:54,363
Philadelphia?
743
01:07:54,447 --> 01:07:57,158
The bitch is in Philadelphia?
744
01:07:57,491 --> 01:08:00,619
I'm killing myself
trying to keep this agency alive,
745
01:08:01,287 --> 01:08:02,997
which is not easy,
746
01:08:03,080 --> 01:08:07,042
since my wife with her dying breath
screwed me out of 50% of the company.
747
01:08:07,793 --> 01:08:09,420
Fucking women.
748
01:08:10,546 --> 01:08:12,423
And now you tell me this little
749
01:08:13,174 --> 01:08:15,551
whatever just disappears.
750
01:08:16,552 --> 01:08:19,513
I hope she fucking dies in Philadelphia.
751
01:08:22,767 --> 01:08:24,727
It's a 21-day program.
752
01:08:24,810 --> 01:08:29,064
It's your responsibility to come in
every day and take the methadone.
753
01:08:32,401 --> 01:08:34,862
All right. Drink the water.
754
01:08:35,696 --> 01:08:37,072
That's all right.
755
01:08:37,698 --> 01:08:39,366
I need you to drink the water.
756
01:08:44,914 --> 01:08:47,708
And sign next to the line.
757
01:08:59,303 --> 01:09:00,638
Okay-
758
01:09:03,307 --> 01:09:05,184
Dwayne King.
759
01:09:06,227 --> 01:09:09,438
There you are, Mr. Doodiekins.
Fresh from the oven.
760
01:09:09,522 --> 01:09:11,315
Thank you, Mrs. Doodiekins.
761
01:09:22,076 --> 01:09:25,621
I could do this, you know that?
I could be a fucking housewife.
762
01:09:26,163 --> 01:09:27,790
I'd be very happy-
763
01:09:39,051 --> 01:09:40,761
So, I cooked.
764
01:09:43,806 --> 01:09:45,140
Ketchup.
765
01:09:46,976 --> 01:09:48,102
Dinner's ready.
766
01:09:51,814 --> 01:09:53,440
Dinner is served.
767
01:10:04,952 --> 01:10:07,454
It's very depressing, this apartment.
768
01:10:07,955 --> 01:10:10,374
All right, all right. "Shut up, Mom."
769
01:10:10,958 --> 01:10:14,962
So, is Linda coming back tonight
or is she staying in New York?
770
01:10:15,045 --> 01:10:17,631
I don't know.
If she works late, she's gonna stay.
771
01:10:19,550 --> 01:10:23,804
I hate what this methadone
is doing to your shoulders.
772
01:10:23,888 --> 01:10:27,474
They used to stand up so straight,
so beautiful.
773
01:10:27,558 --> 01:10:28,893
Come on.
774
01:10:35,274 --> 01:10:38,402
And you have to watch your weight, too.
775
01:10:38,485 --> 01:10:41,030
You want to look good
for when you go back to work.
776
01:10:42,990 --> 01:10:44,909
- I'm not going back to work.
- Okay.
777
01:10:44,992 --> 01:10:46,076
- I can't.
- All right.
778
01:10:46,160 --> 01:10:48,162
Do you understand that?
779
01:10:50,164 --> 01:10:52,791
That's how you feel now.
780
01:10:52,875 --> 01:10:55,336
But just wait. You'll see.
781
01:11:04,261 --> 01:11:07,181
Hi, this is Linda.
I'm not here. Leave a message.
782
01:11:07,932 --> 01:11:12,686
Hi, Doo-doo. It's me.
I've been calling all night. Where are you?
783
01:11:14,063 --> 01:11:16,023
- Linda?
- Hello?
784
01:11:17,191 --> 01:11:21,195
- Who's this?
- This is Billy. Who's this?
785
01:11:23,906 --> 01:11:24,907
Gia?
786
01:11:26,533 --> 01:11:27,534
Gia!
787
01:11:31,914 --> 01:11:35,417
Damn it! God damn it, Gia!
788
01:11:36,543 --> 01:11:41,590
Oh, my God, she broke into my house.
She stole some money.
789
01:11:42,508 --> 01:11:44,134
She stole jewelry.
790
01:11:44,218 --> 01:11:48,514
She bought the drugs and then she took off
in the car like a crazy person.
791
01:11:48,597 --> 01:11:51,100
It was unbelievable.
792
01:11:51,183 --> 01:11:53,143
She took my wedding ring!
793
01:11:53,227 --> 01:11:54,770
Stop the vehicle and pull over.
794
01:11:54,853 --> 01:11:56,230
And the lies.
795
01:11:57,064 --> 01:12:01,151
You know that old joke,
how can you tell when a junkie is lying?
796
01:12:01,318 --> 01:12:02,945
Her lips are moving.
797
01:12:04,029 --> 01:12:05,531
It's not funny.
798
01:12:17,251 --> 01:12:18,711
Step out of the car.
799
01:12:21,338 --> 01:12:23,841
- Why are you chasing me? Are you crazy?
- Lady.
800
01:12:23,924 --> 01:12:25,926
I'm trying to get to New York,
and you're fucking chasing me?
801
01:12:26,010 --> 01:12:29,763
- All right, ma'am. Calm down.
- What is wrong with you, huh? God!
802
01:12:29,847 --> 01:12:31,056
- Ma'am?
- What?
803
01:12:31,849 --> 01:12:35,728
What the... Just back off, okay? God!
804
01:12:35,811 --> 01:12:37,146
- Ma'am?
- I have to go.
805
01:12:37,229 --> 01:12:38,272
Hey.
806
01:12:39,314 --> 01:12:42,359
Ma'am? Hey!
807
01:12:43,360 --> 01:12:45,446
Get fucking arrested for nothing, that's why.
808
01:12:45,529 --> 01:12:48,240
These are serious charges. Reckless driving.
809
01:12:48,323 --> 01:12:51,535
- This is resisting arrest.
- God damn it! It's not my fault!
810
01:12:51,618 --> 01:12:53,328
It was not my fault either!
811
01:12:53,412 --> 01:12:55,372
He was there getting some stuff
out of my apartment!
812
01:12:55,456 --> 01:12:58,167
I wasn't even there!
I was on my way back here!
813
01:13:00,127 --> 01:13:02,755
Thank God, because otherwise,
you'd still be in jail.
814
01:13:02,838 --> 01:13:04,423
I have to go back to work.
815
01:13:04,798 --> 01:13:06,467
I know what you're gonna say,
but I need the money.
816
01:13:08,302 --> 01:13:10,387
Stop it! Stop it.
817
01:13:10,471 --> 01:13:13,432
I need the money so I can be with you,
because I cannot live like this.
818
01:13:13,515 --> 01:13:16,602
I cannot live like this, okay?
I can't live like this.
819
01:13:18,103 --> 01:13:19,897
And I can't live without you.
820
01:13:21,315 --> 01:13:23,067
You want to come to Largo now?
821
01:13:25,486 --> 01:13:27,905
Is that because everyone else
is afraid of signing you?
822
01:13:27,988 --> 01:13:29,907
No, I haven't asked anyone else.
823
01:13:30,407 --> 01:13:31,867
Then why me?
824
01:13:32,785 --> 01:13:34,953
Because you're a greedy fuck
825
01:13:35,037 --> 01:13:37,539
and you'll get me more money
than anyone else.
826
01:13:38,290 --> 01:13:39,500
That's the truth.
827
01:13:40,834 --> 01:13:42,336
That's the truth.
828
01:13:44,463 --> 01:13:47,508
So, let me be truthful with you.
829
01:13:50,344 --> 01:13:55,015
Everyone's aware of the drug problem.
You weren't very discreet.
830
01:13:55,933 --> 01:13:57,392
Well, I'm clean now,
831
01:13:58,268 --> 01:13:59,728
and I want to work.
832
01:14:07,194 --> 01:14:08,362
Let me see your arms.
833
01:14:11,657 --> 01:14:14,451
It's not my arms you want. It's my face,
834
01:14:14,535 --> 01:14:16,453
and my tits.
835
01:14:16,537 --> 01:14:18,080
And they're fine.
836
01:14:23,919 --> 01:14:26,004
We're doing a television piece on models.
837
01:14:26,421 --> 01:14:27,714
I want you to be in it.
838
01:14:28,799 --> 01:14:32,719
I want you to look more beautiful
839
01:14:32,803 --> 01:14:34,596
than you have ever looked.
840
01:14:35,514 --> 01:14:38,308
And I want you to tell the world
841
01:14:39,268 --> 01:14:43,939
that you once had a drug problem
and now you don't.
842
01:14:44,022 --> 01:14:46,733
Now you're a good little girl.
843
01:14:50,112 --> 01:14:51,947
If you do that,
844
01:14:53,157 --> 01:14:54,575
we have a deal.
845
01:15:03,917 --> 01:15:05,043
Okay-
846
01:15:07,337 --> 01:15:08,338
Okay-
847
01:15:09,131 --> 01:15:10,215
Good.
848
01:15:15,429 --> 01:15:17,681
- I can't do this.
- Yes, you can.
849
01:15:17,764 --> 01:15:19,683
I'm a model. I don't talk.
850
01:15:19,766 --> 01:15:22,769
I'm not supposed to talk.
I'm supposed to just look beautiful.
851
01:15:23,812 --> 01:15:25,230
You are beautiful.
852
01:15:26,648 --> 01:15:28,567
You make me beautiful.
853
01:15:29,026 --> 01:15:30,444
Hello.
854
01:15:30,736 --> 01:15:32,529
Okay. We're all set.
855
01:15:32,613 --> 01:15:35,365
I'm gonna tape you getting made up.
Kind of a before-and-after thing.
856
01:15:35,449 --> 01:15:37,326
- Great.
- We've also got some interviews
857
01:15:37,409 --> 01:15:40,162
set up with your friends, your family,
your mother.
858
01:15:40,245 --> 01:15:41,997
You're gonna put my mother on tape?
859
01:15:42,080 --> 01:15:45,626
- Yes, most definitely.
-Well, that should be interesting.
860
01:15:48,170 --> 01:15:50,464
- You ready?
- Yeah.
861
01:15:50,964 --> 01:15:52,216
Good.
862
01:15:53,467 --> 01:15:56,261
- I just have to go to the bathroom.
- Sure.
863
01:15:57,721 --> 01:15:58,972
Why don't you guys come over here?
864
01:15:59,056 --> 01:16:01,642
This is what I want.
I want the questions to be short and quick.
865
01:16:48,021 --> 01:16:50,816
And how did things first start
for you in modeling?
866
01:16:52,359 --> 01:16:56,363
I started working with very good people.
867
01:16:56,446 --> 01:16:59,783
A lot of them. Very fast, you know?
868
01:16:59,866 --> 01:17:04,246
I didn't build into being a model.
869
01:17:04,329 --> 01:17:06,707
I just sort of became one.
870
01:17:06,873 --> 01:17:09,209
How has that affected you?
871
01:17:12,170 --> 01:17:15,382
When you're young, you don't always know.
872
01:17:16,300 --> 01:17:19,511
It's hard to make out the difference
873
01:17:19,594 --> 01:17:23,223
between what's real and what is not real.
874
01:17:25,225 --> 01:17:30,397
At one point, you kind of got into
the drug scene, didn't you?
875
01:17:34,526 --> 01:17:38,280
Yes, yes, you could say that I did.
876
01:17:38,739 --> 01:17:40,907
But you're free of it now, aren't you?
877
01:17:41,033 --> 01:17:44,202
Yes. Definitely, I'm free of it.
878
01:17:45,245 --> 01:17:48,832
I wouldn't be here right now
talking to all of you if I wasn't.
879
01:17:48,915 --> 01:17:50,667
Are you happy with your success?
880
01:17:54,755 --> 01:17:56,673
Are you happy with your success?
881
01:17:56,757 --> 01:17:58,050
I...
882
01:17:59,593 --> 01:18:02,429
Yes. Yeah.
883
01:18:02,929 --> 01:18:05,057
- I am.
-You hesitated.
884
01:18:07,601 --> 01:18:11,855
I just wanted to think about it.
But, no, I'm definitely happy with it.
885
01:18:11,938 --> 01:18:14,358
Good. Thank you.
886
01:18:14,441 --> 01:18:16,026
Yeah, thank you.
887
01:18:38,340 --> 01:18:41,301
Fuck! What the fuck?
888
01:18:42,469 --> 01:18:45,472
I, like, kick Spider-Man's ass!
889
01:18:51,311 --> 01:18:55,232
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
890
01:19:00,737 --> 01:19:02,823
I just wanted to make you smile.
891
01:19:09,913 --> 01:19:11,248
Okay-
892
01:19:11,623 --> 01:19:14,209
Okay, I'm going. Last chance.
893
01:19:16,586 --> 01:19:19,423
I'm leaving, through the front door.
894
01:19:19,506 --> 01:19:20,966
I can't do this.
895
01:19:21,508 --> 01:19:23,510
Don't say that.
Just say you'll see me tomorrow.
896
01:19:23,593 --> 01:19:26,513
- No, you won't. You won't see me tomorrow.
- Don't say that!
897
01:19:26,638 --> 01:19:27,848
Don't say that.
898
01:19:28,723 --> 01:19:31,726
We had a deal. We made a bargain.
899
01:19:36,231 --> 01:19:37,566
I love you.
900
01:19:39,818 --> 01:19:41,194
No, you don't.
901
01:19:43,196 --> 01:19:46,867
All right, I don't. I don't. I don't.
902
01:19:49,244 --> 01:19:52,664
What are you, huh?
You some kind of fucking policeman?
903
01:19:52,747 --> 01:19:55,500
You going to judge me?
I did one fucking line.
904
01:19:55,584 --> 01:19:57,002
One line.
905
01:19:57,711 --> 01:20:00,046
What is the big deal?
906
01:20:00,130 --> 01:20:03,216
What about yesterday?
What about the day before?
907
01:20:07,429 --> 01:20:08,722
Nothing.
908
01:20:09,139 --> 01:20:11,141
I did nothing. I promise.
909
01:20:11,224 --> 01:20:13,226
Please, don't leave me.
910
01:20:13,310 --> 01:20:15,270
I don't believe you.
911
01:20:19,274 --> 01:20:21,902
You don't believe me because
you don't want to believe me, do you?
912
01:20:21,985 --> 01:20:25,238
Because you don't care!
Because you just wanted to say,
913
01:20:25,322 --> 01:20:28,366
"I'm fucking a model!" Huh?
"I'm fucking a model!"
914
01:20:28,450 --> 01:20:29,951
You don't care about me at all, do you?
915
01:20:30,035 --> 01:20:33,872
Do you? Tell me you don't care!
Say, "I don't care! I don't care!"
916
01:20:54,059 --> 01:20:56,770
Please. I'm sorry.
917
01:20:58,480 --> 01:21:01,566
I need you so much. Don't make me do this.
918
01:21:04,486 --> 01:21:06,112
I don't make you do anything.
919
01:21:06,655 --> 01:21:08,114
I wish I could.
920
01:21:09,783 --> 01:21:14,037
You could. You could. You could.
921
01:21:15,121 --> 01:21:17,123
You could take care of me.
922
01:21:25,840 --> 01:21:28,635
- Do you have $30?
- No.
923
01:21:32,514 --> 01:21:34,641
I don't have any money.
924
01:21:34,724 --> 01:21:36,726
I don't know why. I never have it.
925
01:21:36,810 --> 01:21:38,770
I never have any money.
926
01:21:44,484 --> 01:21:45,860
In my sock.
927
01:22:02,294 --> 01:22:04,879
- This is what makes you do everything.
- No, it doesn't.
928
01:22:04,963 --> 01:22:08,174
Yeah. It's not me. It's not you. It's this.
929
01:22:08,550 --> 01:22:10,218
This shit holds you.
930
01:22:12,304 --> 01:22:15,265
- You choose.
- Come on.
931
01:22:15,348 --> 01:22:19,060
Yeah, this or me.
932
01:22:22,022 --> 01:22:25,108
Yeah, this or me.
933
01:22:32,198 --> 01:22:33,575
Your finger.
934
01:22:36,453 --> 01:22:37,662
Your knees.
935
01:22:41,791 --> 01:22:43,418
Your skin.
936
01:22:44,544 --> 01:22:45,712
Your toes.
937
01:22:56,640 --> 01:22:58,266
I love you.
938
01:24:24,394 --> 01:24:25,395
Gia!
939
01:24:48,710 --> 01:24:49,961
Change.
940
01:25:16,613 --> 01:25:18,364
She is over.
941
01:25:20,074 --> 01:25:21,785
It's just a question of time now.
942
01:25:29,542 --> 01:25:31,169
Hey, come on.
943
01:25:34,631 --> 01:25:37,592
- Hi.
- Yes, you are.
944
01:25:37,675 --> 01:25:39,260
You dropped this, honey.
945
01:25:40,678 --> 01:25:43,223
You want to come on and finish this fiasco?
946
01:25:43,348 --> 01:25:44,349
No.
947
01:25:53,733 --> 01:25:55,443
You look so pretty.
948
01:25:57,320 --> 01:25:58,321
Yeah.
949
01:26:01,574 --> 01:26:02,742
Thanks.
950
01:26:05,036 --> 01:26:06,329
I love you.
951
01:26:08,748 --> 01:26:11,084
I know. You love everybody.
952
01:26:18,424 --> 01:26:20,844
Gia, listen to me. I am trying to get you work.
953
01:26:20,927 --> 01:26:22,846
But it's all spring stuff now.
954
01:26:23,388 --> 01:26:26,850
Everybody wants the blondes
with the suntans and the sundresses.
955
01:26:26,933 --> 01:26:29,978
I'm sorry. No, your look is not spring.
956
01:26:30,061 --> 01:26:32,313
Your look is more like nuclear fucking winter,
and nobody wants it.
957
01:26:32,397 --> 01:26:33,773
Hang up the phone.
958
01:26:34,566 --> 01:26:35,942
I am so tense.
959
01:26:36,568 --> 01:26:39,404
Ron, can you use
some of those fucking muscles?
960
01:26:40,947 --> 01:26:42,615
I'm so tense.
961
01:26:43,616 --> 01:26:48,121
"When she kisses me,
I feel all four winds blow at my face.
962
01:26:48,746 --> 01:26:53,209
"But what do you do with a woman
who has no love for you?
963
01:27:00,508 --> 01:27:02,760
"She is my lost captive
964
01:27:03,469 --> 01:27:06,806
”and no longer lies along my legs. ”
965
01:27:11,019 --> 01:27:12,478
I wrote that for you.
966
01:27:55,772 --> 01:27:59,567
- Why did they send her out?
- Because I asked for her.
967
01:27:59,651 --> 01:28:01,361
- All right?
- All right.
968
01:28:12,121 --> 01:28:13,706
We use them up,
969
01:28:15,041 --> 01:28:16,542
throw them away.
970
01:28:19,379 --> 01:28:20,380
No.
971
01:28:22,048 --> 01:28:23,049
No.
972
01:28:25,468 --> 01:28:29,013
- Where's my knife?
- I haven't seen it.
973
01:28:29,764 --> 01:28:31,766
Who took my fucking knife?
974
01:28:33,476 --> 01:28:36,104
Who do I look like, a fucking terrorist?
Is this funny?
975
01:28:36,187 --> 01:28:38,481
- What the fuck is wrong with you people?
- Gia.
976
01:28:38,564 --> 01:28:40,566
Get the fuck away from me!
977
01:28:40,900 --> 01:28:43,903
Get away! Where's my knife?
978
01:28:46,406 --> 01:28:49,367
Here it is. Here it is.
979
01:28:52,912 --> 01:28:55,164
You know, you can't do that.
980
01:28:55,248 --> 01:28:57,417
You can't take somebody's knife
when they need it!
981
01:28:57,500 --> 01:28:59,919
It's all right. It's fine.
982
01:29:01,421 --> 01:29:04,382
- Look at the tracks on her arms.
- Okay, now.
983
01:29:04,465 --> 01:29:06,009
And that awful thing on her hand.
984
01:29:06,759 --> 01:29:08,928
- It looks like a volcano.
- All right.
985
01:29:12,140 --> 01:29:14,142
Try... Try folding your arms.
986
01:29:18,604 --> 01:29:20,606
Put them in back of you.
987
01:29:21,733 --> 01:29:23,693
Well, you've almost got it.
988
01:29:23,776 --> 01:29:25,611
Now, try sitting on your hands.
989
01:29:28,531 --> 01:29:30,199
Yes, yes.
990
01:29:32,118 --> 01:29:33,786
You look wonderful.
991
01:29:35,705 --> 01:29:37,331
Beautiful.
992
01:29:50,928 --> 01:29:53,723
- Francesco?
- Yes, sweetheart?
993
01:29:54,974 --> 01:29:56,225
Thank you.
994
01:29:59,395 --> 01:30:03,858
Gia, this is life, not heaven.
995
01:30:03,941 --> 01:30:05,693
You don't have to be perfect.
996
01:30:08,071 --> 01:30:11,741
Look at me. Where are those eyes?
Where's the mouth?
997
01:30:12,241 --> 01:30:14,452
What? You're not!
998
01:30:15,536 --> 01:30:17,288
Truly? You're on an airplane?
999
01:30:17,371 --> 01:30:19,957
- Yeah.
- Oh, my God! Listen to me!
1000
01:30:20,041 --> 01:30:22,251
I'm so excited! I'm yelling!
1001
01:30:22,335 --> 01:30:24,337
I don't have to yell, do I?
1002
01:30:24,712 --> 01:30:27,340
- No, you don't have to yell.
- Henry!
1003
01:30:27,548 --> 01:30:30,968
- Mom, I don't want to talk to Henry.
- Where is he? Hold on.
1004
01:30:31,427 --> 01:30:36,349
Henry. Where are you? Where are you?
I mean, where is the airplane?
1005
01:30:36,516 --> 01:30:39,018
I've never talked to anybody
on an airplane before.
1006
01:30:40,770 --> 01:30:44,941
I was in Paris and I think I'm going to Munich.
1007
01:30:46,442 --> 01:30:47,902
I don't know.
1008
01:30:49,946 --> 01:30:51,531
I don't feel so good.
1009
01:30:52,740 --> 01:30:55,993
Well, honey, you're probably just tired,
you know?
1010
01:30:56,953 --> 01:30:59,956
Yeah, and I'm cold.
1011
01:31:03,209 --> 01:31:04,544
You know,
1012
01:31:06,712 --> 01:31:10,883
I was thinking about coming home again.
What do you think?
1013
01:31:16,889 --> 01:31:19,433
Honey, I don't think so.
1014
01:31:20,560 --> 01:31:21,769
You know?
1015
01:31:26,482 --> 01:31:31,070
- Yeah.
- I mean, you know, after the last time.
1016
01:31:32,238 --> 01:31:33,990
Yeah, I know. Of course.
1017
01:31:46,252 --> 01:31:47,587
I'm sorry.
1018
01:31:51,799 --> 01:31:53,050
Yeah.
1019
01:31:58,723 --> 01:31:59,849
I better go.
1020
01:32:01,058 --> 01:32:03,269
All right. Okay. All right.
1021
01:32:03,436 --> 01:32:07,607
Listen to me. Now, you take care of yourself.
1022
01:32:07,690 --> 01:32:10,860
Okay? Okay. You call me.
1023
01:32:10,943 --> 01:32:13,863
- Okay.
-Okay? Because I love you.
1024
01:32:14,280 --> 01:32:17,783
- Bye.
- Bye-bye. Bye-bye.
1025
01:33:18,803 --> 01:33:20,846
Every model has a moment,
1026
01:33:21,973 --> 01:33:23,599
I mean, the ones who make it at all,
1027
01:33:23,683 --> 01:33:25,851
and whether or not
they can parlay that moment
1028
01:33:25,935 --> 01:33:31,065
into some kind of a career,
well, that's the gamble, isn't it?
1029
01:33:31,899 --> 01:33:34,151
'Cause the moment is a very short time.
1030
01:33:34,235 --> 01:33:36,779
It's here and then it's gone,
just like most of these girls.
1031
01:33:37,280 --> 01:33:39,991
They're here and then they're gone.
1032
01:33:44,537 --> 01:33:48,624
When she came back to New York,
I was in Philadelphia.
1033
01:33:49,041 --> 01:33:51,794
And I heard some things.
1034
01:33:52,044 --> 01:33:53,337
A lot of things.
1035
01:33:54,547 --> 01:33:56,799
So I took the train up to see her.
1036
01:34:19,322 --> 01:34:20,740
I can't find my money.
1037
01:34:22,491 --> 01:34:25,369
- What?
- I had $600, and I can't find it.
1038
01:34:35,588 --> 01:34:36,881
What's going on?
1039
01:34:37,340 --> 01:34:39,342
I can't find my money!
1040
01:34:40,634 --> 01:34:42,053
What's wrong with you?
1041
01:34:43,512 --> 01:34:45,014
What are you doing?
1042
01:34:45,848 --> 01:34:49,185
- Do you have any money?
- No, I don't have any money.
1043
01:34:51,103 --> 01:34:52,438
You want to fuck me?
1044
01:34:52,980 --> 01:34:53,981
Gia.
1045
01:34:55,566 --> 01:34:57,276
You give me money, I'll let you fuck me.
1046
01:35:00,279 --> 01:35:02,948
- Come here.
- What?
1047
01:35:03,407 --> 01:35:04,408
No.
1048
01:35:05,409 --> 01:35:08,996
No, get off! What? No.
1049
01:35:10,289 --> 01:35:13,459
- Can I please hold you?
- Get off! Get off!
1050
01:35:13,542 --> 01:35:15,586
- No drugs.
- Get off!
1051
01:35:16,462 --> 01:35:17,797
Get off of me!
1052
01:35:18,255 --> 01:35:19,965
- Calm down.
- Okay.
1053
01:35:20,049 --> 01:35:21,050
Okay-
1054
01:35:39,318 --> 01:35:42,780
- Okay, do you have any medical insurance?
- No.
1055
01:35:43,656 --> 01:35:47,410
- Can you pay cash for this?
- No, I don't have any money.
1056
01:35:50,621 --> 01:35:52,164
Stupid question.
1057
01:35:54,542 --> 01:35:57,211
All right.
You'll have to declare yourself indigent.
1058
01:35:57,294 --> 01:35:58,838
Do you understand that?
1059
01:36:39,795 --> 01:36:41,046
Wait a minute.
1060
01:36:41,547 --> 01:36:45,259
What, am I supposed to feel sorry
for you because you're beautiful?
1061
01:36:46,177 --> 01:36:49,930
Because you made 10,000 a minute
doing fucking nothing?
1062
01:36:51,515 --> 01:36:56,395
"It was so hard, so terrible.
They treated me so bad."
1063
01:36:56,729 --> 01:37:01,400
Listen, girl.
You had a free ride and you fucking blew it.
1064
01:37:08,240 --> 01:37:09,492
And me?
1065
01:37:09,909 --> 01:37:12,369
I'm some kid from Ohio,
1066
01:37:12,453 --> 01:37:16,248
reading fashion magazines,
looking at your picture and thinking,
1067
01:37:16,999 --> 01:37:19,126
"I'm supposed to look like that,"
1068
01:37:19,919 --> 01:37:23,172
and going fucking crazy because I don't.
1069
01:37:23,881 --> 01:37:26,717
Because nobody told me it was a lie.
1070
01:37:26,800 --> 01:37:31,388
Because the magazine doesn't come
with a label that says,
1071
01:37:31,472 --> 01:37:35,434
"Caution. This is a lie.
Nobody looks like this."
1072
01:37:35,518 --> 01:37:37,186
Not even you.
1073
01:37:46,278 --> 01:37:51,158
Well, they asked me to go to the sessions,
so I did. I tried.
1074
01:37:52,243 --> 01:37:55,454
I just got so mad. I got so mad.
1075
01:37:56,997 --> 01:38:00,417
I said to them,
"Look, I'm not the drug addict here.
1076
01:38:00,709 --> 01:38:03,879
"I'm not the one
that you should be ripping apart."
1077
01:38:05,631 --> 01:38:10,886
I said, "This is all buried.
Why don't you just let it be?"
1078
01:38:10,970 --> 01:38:13,597
That's what I told 'em. Look, I know. I know.
1079
01:38:13,681 --> 01:38:16,058
You want to blame somebody.
You want to blame me.
1080
01:38:16,141 --> 01:38:18,352
Okay, go ahead. Knock yourself out.
1081
01:38:19,728 --> 01:38:24,483
But just remember this,
everything I did, I did because I loved her.
1082
01:38:25,526 --> 01:38:29,822
And I believe that it was my love
and my prayers that got her through that.
1083
01:38:43,252 --> 01:38:45,129
Hi, Linda, it's Gia.
1084
01:38:45,713 --> 01:38:47,423
I'm calling to apologize.
1085
01:38:49,091 --> 01:38:51,510
I'm in this program
1086
01:38:51,594 --> 01:38:55,055
and it's, like, part of the program
that we're supposed to
1087
01:38:55,139 --> 01:38:58,726
ask forgiveness of the people
that we hurt when we were drugging.
1088
01:38:59,393 --> 01:39:03,397
I was, like, "Well, fuck, man.
That could take the rest of my life."
1089
01:39:07,526 --> 01:39:10,195
I'm sorry. This is stupid.
1090
01:39:16,035 --> 01:39:19,788
Anyway, I'm calling to ask forgiveness
1091
01:39:19,872 --> 01:39:23,250
and to say that I miss you, because...
1092
01:39:23,459 --> 01:39:24,460
Hello?
1093
01:39:25,711 --> 01:39:28,297
What is that? Am I done?
1094
01:39:28,380 --> 01:39:30,633
I think I'm done. I don't know what happened.
1095
01:39:30,716 --> 01:39:33,052
Hi. Hi, it's me.
1096
01:39:41,268 --> 01:39:42,561
Boy, Linda.
1097
01:39:44,688 --> 01:39:45,898
Yeah.
1098
01:39:46,523 --> 01:39:47,524
Hi.
1099
01:39:53,822 --> 01:39:56,283
Well, now I don't know what to say.
1100
01:39:58,077 --> 01:40:01,997
It's okay. I heard you. I heard it all.
1101
01:40:03,374 --> 01:40:04,833
Is that okay?
1102
01:40:06,752 --> 01:40:07,878
Yeah.
1103
01:40:19,014 --> 01:40:24,687
I can't talk right now. I have to go.
Can I call you in a few days?
1104
01:40:27,898 --> 01:40:30,609
I'm gonna be out in a few days,
and then I'm gonna call you, okay?
1105
01:40:30,943 --> 01:40:31,944
Okay-
1106
01:40:33,946 --> 01:40:34,947
Okay-
1107
01:41:02,641 --> 01:41:04,560
You know how
she's always saying she's a model?
1108
01:41:04,643 --> 01:41:06,895
Oh, my sweet Jesus!
1109
01:41:06,979 --> 01:41:08,313
Is that her?
1110
01:41:09,773 --> 01:41:13,819
God, she's been folding the same
pair of jeans for the last five minutes.
1111
01:41:17,156 --> 01:41:21,410
And that's another thing. You don't want
to work in a place like that, Gia.
1112
01:41:22,035 --> 01:41:25,748
Ugly, ugly place. Ugly people.
1113
01:41:25,831 --> 01:41:28,500
Mom, listen. This is the good part.
1114
01:41:29,001 --> 01:41:30,127
This is good.
1115
01:41:30,586 --> 01:41:34,047
Everything's gonna be
really good from now on, okay?
1116
01:41:36,884 --> 01:41:37,885
Okay-
1117
01:41:41,472 --> 01:41:43,640
Look at this. Look at your skin.
1118
01:41:44,475 --> 01:41:45,642
Mom.
1119
01:41:46,185 --> 01:41:50,105
What? It's just acne. It's okay. It'll go away.
1120
01:41:50,189 --> 01:41:53,108
It's the drugs.
They're coming out of my system.
1121
01:41:53,192 --> 01:41:55,319
I'm gonna look really good.
1122
01:41:55,402 --> 01:41:57,446
And by Christmas, I'm gonna look great.
1123
01:41:57,946 --> 01:42:00,866
And we are gonna have the best holiday ever.
1124
01:42:02,034 --> 01:42:03,911
Why don't you come home, huh?
1125
01:42:04,286 --> 01:42:06,747
Move back in with me. Would you like that?
1126
01:42:11,168 --> 01:42:12,169
No,
1127
01:42:13,837 --> 01:42:15,839
I gotta be alone.
1128
01:42:17,549 --> 01:42:21,386
But can you lend me a few bucks
for coffee and toothpaste?
1129
01:42:21,470 --> 01:42:23,138
The coffee!
1130
01:42:23,222 --> 01:42:25,891
I'm sorry. I forgot.
1131
01:42:26,850 --> 01:42:31,146
You know, with the money you made,
you could have lived the rest of your life.
1132
01:42:32,231 --> 01:42:34,441
Well, that's what happens, I suppose.
1133
01:42:38,070 --> 01:42:40,656
- What?
- I'm just feeling dizzy.
1134
01:42:40,823 --> 01:42:42,241
- What is it?
- Mom.
1135
01:42:43,116 --> 01:42:44,326
Gia.
1136
01:42:46,328 --> 01:42:49,414
Honey... Honey, you're burning up.
1137
01:42:50,874 --> 01:42:53,877
- Why do my ears hurt?
- Baby.
1138
01:42:56,588 --> 01:42:59,591
No, no, no, no, no. Oh, my God.
1139
01:43:09,935 --> 01:43:12,646
You have pneumonia, which we can treat.
1140
01:43:14,898 --> 01:43:16,525
Gia, listen.
1141
01:43:17,693 --> 01:43:21,905
There's something more serious
going on which caused your infection.
1142
01:43:22,990 --> 01:43:27,119
Something they're calling
Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome.
1143
01:43:28,203 --> 01:43:31,373
- Maybe you heard about it?
- No.
1144
01:43:32,791 --> 01:43:34,167
How did I get it?
1145
01:43:34,710 --> 01:43:39,089
Well, we're really just finding things out
and you're the first woman I've known about.
1146
01:43:39,172 --> 01:43:43,218
Although, intravenous drug users
seem to be an especially high-risk group.
1147
01:43:43,302 --> 01:43:46,096
So you probably got it
from a contaminated needle.
1148
01:43:47,639 --> 01:43:49,641
How do I get rid of it?
1149
01:44:11,038 --> 01:44:12,998
But how do they know?
They don't know anything about it.
1150
01:44:13,332 --> 01:44:17,294
They know, okay? They just know.
1151
01:45:15,227 --> 01:45:17,646
You know what I think?
1152
01:45:17,729 --> 01:45:20,107
I think there's a reason for everything.
1153
01:45:21,400 --> 01:45:25,112
And I think that there's a plan for everybody.
1154
01:45:26,738 --> 01:45:32,411
And I think that God has a big plan for me.
1155
01:45:33,829 --> 01:45:36,164
Just not in this life.
1156
01:45:39,584 --> 01:45:43,714
I'm on top of everything. I'm super cool.
1157
01:45:46,633 --> 01:45:48,260
You've gotten better.
1158
01:45:54,516 --> 01:45:56,059
I can't take her home.
1159
01:45:57,227 --> 01:46:00,272
I'm trying, but Henry, he's just afraid.
1160
01:46:01,064 --> 01:46:02,482
So what?
1161
01:46:03,191 --> 01:46:04,568
Dr. Blair...
1162
01:46:04,901 --> 01:46:07,738
This is your daughter. Your daughter.
1163
01:46:07,821 --> 01:46:10,824
So people are scared. I am scared.
1164
01:46:10,907 --> 01:46:14,119
He's afraid that if people find out,
he could lose his job.
1165
01:46:17,873 --> 01:46:21,334
Fine. Okay, fine. Fine.
1166
01:46:23,295 --> 01:46:25,422
And where is she going to go?
1167
01:46:25,505 --> 01:46:29,551
He wants her to go to a hotel.
He says that he'll pay for it.
1168
01:46:31,636 --> 01:46:33,388
Oh, God, listen to me.
1169
01:46:35,640 --> 01:46:36,975
Listen to me.
1170
01:46:40,437 --> 01:46:44,399
Dr. Bruce, telephone, please.
Dr. Bruce, telephone, please.
1171
01:46:55,160 --> 01:46:57,579
What about her father? Why can't he take her?
Can he take her?
1172
01:46:57,662 --> 01:46:59,456
She doesn't want him to know.
1173
01:47:02,834 --> 01:47:05,337
I don't want to lose my baby.
1174
01:47:10,425 --> 01:47:13,887
- Kathleen.
- No, I can't. I can't.
1175
01:47:24,856 --> 01:47:28,610
Well, you have to understand.
1176
01:47:28,693 --> 01:47:30,654
In those days,
1177
01:47:32,531 --> 01:47:34,199
nobody knew.
1178
01:47:41,873 --> 01:47:45,877
People were scared. I was scared.
1179
01:47:48,672 --> 01:47:51,216
She must have been scared, too.
1180
01:48:04,813 --> 01:48:08,650
Dear Linda, this is the end of my book.
1181
01:48:08,733 --> 01:48:11,945
The last page, the last shot.
1182
01:48:12,028 --> 01:48:14,698
Seeing you to say hello and goodbye.
1183
01:48:15,574 --> 01:48:20,829
Seeing you to fill up all the empty,
and smell and touch,
1184
01:48:21,037 --> 01:48:23,248
and leave my kisses all over your face.
1185
01:48:26,918 --> 01:48:29,629
- Gia.
- That's me.
1186
01:48:30,547 --> 01:48:33,091
Come in. Come in.
1187
01:48:37,804 --> 01:48:39,764
Do you want some tea?
1188
01:48:40,640 --> 01:48:45,228
I was so nervous about seeing you. Coffee?
1189
01:48:46,271 --> 01:48:48,398
No, I can't stay long.
1190
01:48:49,482 --> 01:48:50,692
Why not?
1191
01:48:54,779 --> 01:48:56,072
I have an appointment.
1192
01:48:57,824 --> 01:48:58,992
Work?
1193
01:48:59,576 --> 01:49:02,287
No. No. No more work for me.
1194
01:49:04,164 --> 01:49:06,875
I just thought we'd have more time.
1195
01:49:06,958 --> 01:49:08,501
Yeah, me, too.
1196
01:49:09,127 --> 01:49:10,462
Just not today.
1197
01:49:10,795 --> 01:49:12,047
That's okay.
1198
01:49:12,631 --> 01:49:16,259
We have all the time in the world. We'll take it.
1199
01:49:17,469 --> 01:49:19,137
Yeah, I guess so.
1200
01:49:21,139 --> 01:49:24,142
But today I just wanted to see your face.
1201
01:49:24,517 --> 01:49:25,810
I missed your face.
1202
01:49:40,158 --> 01:49:42,160
What are you going to do?
1203
01:49:45,330 --> 01:49:47,999
I don't know. I have some plans.
1204
01:49:48,124 --> 01:49:52,712
I think I might go to school, you know?
Learn something useful maybe.
1205
01:49:54,506 --> 01:49:57,884
Maybe even settle down
and have some kids, you know?
1206
01:49:57,968 --> 01:49:59,594
What the hell?
1207
01:49:59,844 --> 01:50:01,304
Wow.
1208
01:50:02,180 --> 01:50:04,182
How straight are you now?
1209
01:50:04,599 --> 01:50:07,727
I mean, are we talking about men?
1210
01:50:08,937 --> 01:50:10,939
You don't need a husband to have kids.
1211
01:50:14,693 --> 01:50:18,363
And besides, you were the one
who always had my heart, you know?
1212
01:50:23,952 --> 01:50:27,539
Yeah, I guess I did know that.
1213
01:50:33,545 --> 01:50:35,714
Would you keep these for me?
1214
01:50:38,216 --> 01:50:42,387
- Your fairy tales?
- Yeah, some. A few.
1215
01:50:43,555 --> 01:50:46,599
Plus all the other crazy shit in my head.
1216
01:50:48,226 --> 01:50:52,480
I don't want to throw it away,
but I just don't want it around right now.
1217
01:50:53,898 --> 01:50:56,985
- You can read it if you want.
- No, I won't.
1218
01:50:57,152 --> 01:51:01,156
No, read it. Read it. I want you to, you know?
1219
01:51:01,239 --> 01:51:05,118
Maybe you can make some sense out of it.
I never could.
1220
01:51:07,078 --> 01:51:09,497
_okay.
_okay.
1221
01:51:11,416 --> 01:51:15,045
- I'm gonna see you again, aren't I?
- Yeah, you want to?
1222
01:51:15,295 --> 01:51:17,213
Yeah. Yeah.
1223
01:51:25,263 --> 01:51:30,101
You know, I was thinking about
1224
01:51:31,269 --> 01:51:34,356
getting a house at the beach this summer.
1225
01:51:34,439 --> 01:51:35,857
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
1226
01:51:35,940 --> 01:51:39,569
I really thought that it would give us a chance.
1227
01:51:41,112 --> 01:51:44,783
I would like so much for us
to have another chance.
1228
01:51:47,869 --> 01:51:49,871
Yeah, I'd like that, too.
1229
01:51:55,168 --> 01:51:56,169
' Gotta go.
1230
01:51:56,961 --> 01:51:59,798
- No, wait. I want you to stay.
- Yeah.
1231
01:52:04,761 --> 01:52:05,762
Hey.
1232
01:52:12,644 --> 01:52:15,980
You were the one. You were the only one.
1233
01:52:17,482 --> 01:52:19,317
And you are amazing.
1234
01:52:34,332 --> 01:52:35,875
She...
1235
01:52:36,376 --> 01:52:38,670
She put together this money.
1236
01:52:40,130 --> 01:52:44,801
She pawned some things,
borrowed some from her father,
1237
01:52:45,427 --> 01:52:48,221
stole some from Kathleen.
1238
01:52:51,516 --> 01:52:55,687
I didn't know what she was doing.
1239
01:52:56,104 --> 01:52:59,441
I should have, but I didn't.
1240
01:52:59,524 --> 01:53:02,569
It may have crossed my mind.
1241
01:53:04,112 --> 01:53:05,905
I really didn't think she would do that.
1242
01:53:08,700 --> 01:53:10,577
I really didn't.
1243
01:53:13,746 --> 01:53:16,416
Yo, Gia. How you doing?
1244
01:53:16,499 --> 01:53:20,170
- Good. Is he here?
- Yeah, yeah, he's in the back.
1245
01:53:23,381 --> 01:53:24,799
- Hey-
- Hey-
1246
01:53:26,217 --> 01:53:29,971
- How much you want, angel?
- As much as you've got.
1247
01:53:33,725 --> 01:53:36,519
What are you gonna do with that much stuff?
1248
01:53:38,146 --> 01:53:40,148
Well, that's my business.
1249
01:53:45,320 --> 01:53:48,490
- What, are you holding or not?
- What's your hurry?
1250
01:53:49,449 --> 01:53:51,284
All right. Come on. Yes, or no?
1251
01:53:52,660 --> 01:53:57,499
Yeah, I got what you need,
and I got it right here.
1252
01:53:58,416 --> 01:54:00,585
Yo, man, what the fuck are you doing, man?
1253
01:54:00,668 --> 01:54:03,880
- Look what Santa Claus brought us.
- I'm freaking out of here!
1254
01:54:03,963 --> 01:54:06,424
You get the money. I'm gonna get mine.
1255
01:54:26,611 --> 01:54:28,446
It's gonna be all right.
1256
01:54:48,174 --> 01:54:50,260
Kathleen,
1257
01:54:51,302 --> 01:54:53,304
what are you doing here?
1258
01:55:10,446 --> 01:55:13,324
I'm gonna take you home, baby.
1259
01:55:19,289 --> 01:55:23,751
She wouldn't let anybody see her,
but I went anyway.
1260
01:55:24,502 --> 01:55:26,838
I saw her once.
1261
01:55:27,964 --> 01:55:29,549
But I did see her.
1262
01:55:30,008 --> 01:55:34,012
- I don't think she knew it was me.
- No more than five minutes, okay?
1263
01:55:35,597 --> 01:55:40,143
I couldn't help thinking to myself,
"My God, she's just a kid."
1264
01:55:41,227 --> 01:55:43,688
I blame myself, you know?
1265
01:55:44,939 --> 01:55:47,942
I mean, these are children.
1266
01:55:49,360 --> 01:55:55,241
No matter how screwed up our lives may be
we've got to take care of our children.
1267
01:56:08,755 --> 01:56:10,590
She knew she was dying.
1268
01:56:11,049 --> 01:56:13,635
She said she wanted to do it right.
1269
01:56:13,718 --> 01:56:16,304
She wanted to get a video camera
1270
01:56:16,971 --> 01:56:21,100
and do this thing
where she talked to kids about drugs.
1271
01:56:22,435 --> 01:56:24,562
She wanted to tell kids
1272
01:56:25,480 --> 01:56:27,774
that you can handle it.
1273
01:56:29,442 --> 01:56:31,819
You can handle anything
that comes your way.
1274
01:56:34,405 --> 01:56:36,741
But we never got the camera.
1275
01:56:47,126 --> 01:56:51,422
You do be the prettiest, prettiest girl.
1276
01:56:52,632 --> 01:56:54,592
You do be that.
1277
01:56:55,426 --> 01:56:57,095
Do I?
1278
01:56:57,929 --> 01:57:01,474
Do I be the prettiest?
1279
01:57:02,475 --> 01:57:03,476
Yeah.
1280
01:57:04,686 --> 01:57:05,687
No.
1281
01:57:17,323 --> 01:57:19,534
Do you forgive me, Kathleen?
1282
01:57:23,246 --> 01:57:24,872
Oh, honey.
1283
01:57:26,833 --> 01:57:27,959
Yeah.
1284
01:57:30,253 --> 01:57:31,254
Yeah.
1285
01:57:33,589 --> 01:57:35,216
Of course I do.
1286
01:57:41,139 --> 01:57:43,641
Because I forgive you, too.
1287
01:57:48,146 --> 01:57:49,772
Baby.
1288
01:58:00,158 --> 01:58:01,325
What's this?
1289
01:58:07,498 --> 01:58:08,750
What is it?
1290
01:58:09,417 --> 01:58:10,668
Oh, my God.
1291
01:58:14,213 --> 01:58:15,923
Nurse? Nurse!
1292
01:58:16,340 --> 01:58:18,468
- Where are you going, Mom?
- Nurse!
1293
01:58:19,844 --> 01:58:21,512
Mom?
1294
01:58:22,638 --> 01:58:24,599
Where you going?
1295
01:58:31,355 --> 01:58:33,775
She died around 10:00 in the morning.
1296
01:58:34,484 --> 01:58:36,194
They tried to pick her...
1297
01:58:37,069 --> 01:58:39,572
They tried to pick her up off the bed,
and she...
1298
01:58:40,198 --> 01:58:42,992
The flesh just fell off her back. It just fell off.
1299
01:58:44,076 --> 01:58:46,037
You don't want to hear about that.
1300
01:58:48,498 --> 01:58:50,958
Okay, what else? What else?
1301
01:58:58,674 --> 01:59:02,762
Yeah, this is it. This is what I was looking for.
1302
01:59:04,430 --> 01:59:09,977
"And the people said,
'Oh, she's not beautiful at all.'
1303
01:59:10,061 --> 01:59:14,482
"And they took her from the beautiful house
and they drove her into the street.
1304
01:59:15,399 --> 01:59:19,779
"And she went away
and she never came back.
1305
01:59:23,491 --> 01:59:28,663
"And soon, people became hungry again
and they went back into the beautiful house
1306
01:59:28,746 --> 01:59:32,458
"looking for gold,
but there was no one there."
1307
01:59:34,544 --> 01:59:38,965
They say she knew.
She really knew. She knew the whole story.
1308
01:59:41,843 --> 01:59:45,096
We found an undertaker,
and it was hard, believe me,
1309
01:59:45,179 --> 01:59:48,432
you know, because of the AIDS.
1310
01:59:48,724 --> 01:59:51,686
I didn't want people to remember her like that
1311
01:59:51,769 --> 01:59:53,688
because I didn't want people
to see her like that.
1312
01:59:53,771 --> 02:00:00,111
I wanted them to remember her as beautiful,
because that's what she really was.
1313
02:00:41,485 --> 02:00:44,030
Life and death,
1314
02:00:44,113 --> 02:00:46,324
energy and peace.
1315
02:00:46,866 --> 02:00:49,911
If I stop today, it was still worth it.
1316
02:00:49,994 --> 02:00:55,499
Even the terrible mistakes that I have made
and would have unmade if I could.
1317
02:00:55,583 --> 02:00:59,045
The pains that have burned me
and scarred my soul.
1318
02:00:59,128 --> 02:01:00,755
It was worth it
1319
02:01:00,838 --> 02:01:03,758
for having been allowed
to walk where I've walked,
1320
02:01:03,841 --> 02:01:07,929
which was to hell on Earth, heaven on Earth,
1321
02:01:08,012 --> 02:01:13,851
back again, into, under,
far in between, through it,
1322
02:01:13,935 --> 02:01:16,228
in it and above.